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  • 2 – Your Crush.

    Feb 23rd • Posted in love, personal, writing

    Since I don’t really have a “crush,” I’m sending this one out to my boyfriend.

    T,

    Thanks for putting up with my bullshit and taking care of me when I forget to take care of myself. In the midst of all the shit that I have to deal with, it’s really nice to nudge me and remind me that I have to take care of the simple things. I know I don’t say it as often as I should, but thank you for taking care of me and most of all understanding why I can’t chip in as much as I need to. Thank you for choosing to love me despite all of the shit I can throw at you. I am sorry I cannot always be better for you, but I’m glad you still decide to deal with me day in and day out. smile

    People tell me that when “you know, you know.” While I can’t tell you if I knew you were the right person six months ago, I can definitely tell you that I’m fully aware of it now. It’s hard to write this letter to you because if I want to tell you something, I’ll just tell you in person. I mean, for fuck’s sake, you’ve read the majority of my blog posts about, if not outright addressed to, you.

    Any letter I will write you will never be long or sentimental or important enough to convey the things I feel for you. So, I’ll  keep it short and simple and then tackle you when I get back home. Thank you for everything you do for me, T. You are the love of my life, and though I sprinkle the word ‘love’ liberally (more like glitterbomb the fuck out of it,) I want you to know that I mean it with every bit of me. You are one of the greatest loves I’ve had, and I’m honored that you chose me.

    I know neither one of us is perfect, but I’m glad we can be perfect for each other smile

    (Also, ik wil een hond hebben, alstublieft?)

    Love always,

    C