• personal

    2015 to 2016: a look back

    [caption id="attachment_1029" align="aligncenter" width="1024"] My boyfriend, Tobi, and myself at his company holiday party.[/caption] Note: Here is my annual reflection on the past year. I've written about 2013 here, and 2014 here.  If 2014 was meant to be a year of immense growth, heartbreaking and learning how to be more comfortable in my own skin-- 2015 took this karmic lesson and further pushed me to the limit with it-- kicking me in the ass repeatedly. This...

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  • health, personal, writing

    hello darkness, my old friend.

    [embedyt] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4fWyzwo1xg0[/embedyt] Hi, friends-- I know I've been gone for awhile, but I've had perfectly good reasons for not posting. I actually have many drafts stored, most of them relating to the same subject. I've been trying to craft an entry like this for a long time, and haven't had the time or motivation to do so until now. It is easy to talk about the nature of this blog post...

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  • love, personal, writing

    love archives // constellation: you.

    Note: I am starting a new series where I post up some of my writing from long, long ago-- mostly predating this blog. Most of this is raw, unedited work, but sometimes it's nice to revisit a previous work and turn it into something more than what it once was. Enjoy. This piece in particular, is one written about my "first real adult love."

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  • personal, writing

    post-graduate millenial crises

    i. Something about writing at one in the morning comforts me, but doesn't always sit right. Maybe it's because when I used to write so late at night (or early in the morning?), I fall into this emotionally unsettling place where I force myself into nostalgia. I am at my loneliest and most vulnerable in the late evenings and early mornings-- even when I'm sleeping next to someone else. These...

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