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  • Word Vomit.

    Aug 11th • Posted in personal

    I’ve hated everything I’ve tried to write for the past few days.

    The problem with a blog is having to constantly think of new things to write. Unfortunately, I think I write more when something incredibly depressing happens and I can’t vent– so I do it on a blog. It’s been difficult because I’ve been stagnant, so I haven’t had much to write. In a way, that’s a good thing. It  means that I haven’t been sad or pensive enough to really formulate or vent on my blog. In a way, it’s also bad– it means that you have nothing to read. Things are OK. They’re not great, but they’re not terrible. I’m just averse to stagnancy after travelling for so long.

    Have any of you ever experienced the sensation that somehow combines word vomit with writers block?

    I’m not sure what to write here, really.

    Here’s what’s going on in my life: 1) I’m working on my own shit. I’m happy about it. 2) My views of love and relationships are changing. Get stoked because it’s weird and maybe it’s a good thing. and 3) I’m moving and starting school again. Fuck.

     

    I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing.

    • I tend to go weeks before updating sometimes. Write when you want to write, when you feel as though you have something to say.
      People will be here, they will read and connect when you are ready. In the meantime, go on with your wonderful self x

      • Thank you for the encouragement, love.
        I just started my program and I have much to write, though I don’t think I’ll be posting as much as I have in the past. but it will be fun to rant about the things I have encountered so far in the process of moving. Hopefully I’ll be able to formulate the words and write something. :)
        x

    • This summer I started updating my blog every other day and it’s been so tough. Some days I can think of loads to write while other days I am completely out of ideas. I find it useful to write as much as possible when I feel motivated so I have something to choose from and post on days when I have no motivating. I’m sure you will beat your writers block soon.

      • I think I’m going to take my time with writing and not be pressured. I started the blog with an intention of it acting as a journal. Albeit, of course, one that the public could also see. I think I just need to be honest with myself and my intentions and write from the heart no matter how crappy it sounds. Nowadays, I’m just really busy with homework and my program– so I haven’t been able to write. Soon, I hope. x

    • What works best for me when I have these little moments of ‘huh what should i blog about?’ I tend to make notes throughout several days of things which I did. for instance, if I went to a gallery, how my uni work is doing, if I’m ill, or even if I got an odd looking bruise on my butt (still have no idea where that came from o.O). It’s great that things are looking up for you though <3 and good luck with school honey!